As someone who has lost track of how many times I have left home and wondered if I closed the garage door or left something turned on and circled back to double check, I think there are many elements to how we’re living right now that are exacerbating my OCD issues. Β How many times do I need to wipe down grocery packaging with Lysol wipes before they’re decontaminated and did I spray down the Lysol wipe container when I finished? Β I’m no longer goingΒ into public places where I have to double check if I crossed that six foot line, but now the swans are making me feel like I’m violating their social distance space even though my Tamron 150-600mm lens keeps me at a safe distance.Β

I’ve discovered it’s a relief to be staying away from public places so I don’t have to worry that I’m going to trip and accidentally bump into someone or worry about sneezing in the vicinity of anyone, since I now believe I’m developing an allergy to Lysol. Β It was such a relief this week to only have the ducks,

cranes, and

swans for company out on the lake and a paddle in my hands so I did not have to worry and wonder if I touched my face at any point in time.Β

My kayaking photography skills are very rusty and I forgot how heavy that Tamron lens feels while swinging it around and capturing blurry photos of wildlife feet. Β There may have been more swearing than what was appreciated by the wildlife when I noticed all of the out of focus shots.

Another thing I’ve noticed is that everyone is being kinder during these difficult times, including couples. Β Just the other day after watching The Chef ShowΒ and commenting that I wished I cooked, I distinctly heard someone in the room saying they wished I cooked too. Β I thought it was very kind of me not to throw one of my many cookbooks that I never use across the room.Β

The days are not flying by and neither are the cookbooks, yet, but for an hour on the lake this week it was a pleasure watching the wildlife fly by.


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